being of no cheer…

making me sad no cheer

I have no cheer right now.  I’m a little bit depressed right now.  Although, I’m not sure if you can be a little depressed…seems to me if you’re a little of that, you’re pretty much all the way.  I tried faking a cheer-like smile… but it hurt really bad.  So bad that I may need some surgery.  I woke up this way… feeling like I’m probably going to go to sleep this way.  Nothing triggered it that I can think of, no fuse under me was lit.  I floated through the night and woke up on this depression island.  I don’t even have a Ginger or Mary Ann to say it’s going to be alright.  Not even half a coconut.